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 LOVE her outfit. Simplicity always prevails!
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& if I'm not mistaken that hat is from the fall 09 DVF Collection and I loooooove it! I want to live somewhere colder and where style is more appreciated. one day...
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| Yes, please! |
[11 Oct 2009|04:48pm] |

EDIT:
 I want to have his beautiful Scottish babies.
J
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[19 Sep 2009|12:53pm] |
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I think this is something we need to think about more. It seems time flies by and I look back on all the old times and wonder why I spent them looking towards the future instead of living in the present and enjoying the time I have.
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| The call to arms was never true... |
[30 Mar 2009|10:12am] |
I'm torn. Cullen's parent's business isn't doing well at all and they can't afford to pay me anymore. I got my 2 week lay off notice. Jodi said she wants to help me make my resume and find a new job on the island, but I don't think that's what I want. The reason we moved down here was to help them start up the business then I was going to go to school. They can't have me any more so I guess this is my perfect chance to go back to school. Cullen can't leave though. I don't want to leave him. We have such a perfect relationship it breaks my heart to think about not seeing him for months at a time. I sound like a winy winy girl, I know. I would leave Maxwell here too. He would hate living in an apartment. He likes being outside during the days and he loves his yard here and the empty neighbors house he hunts mice under. Leaving the boy I am in love with and my kitty who means everything to me. Ugh makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it. I don't know what to do.
I went to get Max a friend this weekend. Pee wee's is the worst shelter never adopt a pet from there because chances are you won't get one. I found the most adorable kitten ever and I fell in love with him. I filled out the application and was 5 minutes away from taking him home when the owner called and said I wasn't allowed to because I would let it outside during the day. It's not like the cat was declawed. She made me seem like I was incapable of taking care of an animal and like would neglect it. I walked out crying. I read a bunch of reviews on the place and everyone has the same thing to say. One family even adopted a puppy there who ended up having PARVO virus and it transferred to their new 6 month old basset hound puppy and killed it. The place needs to be shut down. They keep their kittens in a motor home for god's sake.
I went to the shelter on the island where a momma cat just had a litter 3 weeks ago. I spoke for one so in 3 more weeks Maxwell will have a beautiful all black furry friend. Not sure if it's a girl or boy yet. If it's a boy it's name will be Diesel if it's a girl either Sasha or Bella.
Okee dokee. I'm done. xoxo J
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Fuuuuccckkkk I'm cold. For the last 5 days I've been having to take cold ass showers due to my water heater being broken! yaaay. So every day after the shower I curl up in front of my little space heater and read Breaking Dawn. (I'm hooked.) I was actually contemplating boiling water in pans and just pouring them on me in the shower BUT they're all dirty because I haven't had hot water to wash them in. It's a vicious cycle. So the part to fix it came in today and we called the service that does it and they said "We'll TRY to make it out there to fix it this week." NOOOOOOOOO!!! Cullen had his Mom call them to lay down the law because she's good at that when it comes to stuff like this. They said they would try to make it out today. FAIL. If they don't come tomorrow I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
In good news. Jodi's test results came up negative for cancer. Of course they won't know for sure until they get the little beast out of her, but it's looking good.
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| Stressin' |
[08 Feb 2009|11:33pm] |
I can't even believe how terrified Momma Goike must feel. Tomorrow she goes back to the doctor to find out if her 27 cm by 10 cm by 15 cm cyst taking up her entire abdomen is malignant. I'm scared. So is Cullen. I feel so bad because he tries to be so strong when it comes to that subject but he's hurting so bad and I can see it. Everyone keep Cullen's mom in their thoughts. Let's hope for the best. She, out of all people, is the last to deserve something like this.
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[03 Feb 2009|11:28am] |
IT TO ME!
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| Erin Wasson x RVCA |
[29 Jan 2009|01:47pm] |
http://www.rvca.com/advocates/?cat=6
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The line drops this spring. I'm so incredibly excited. I promise I will not buy anymore clothes or things I don't need until the line comes out. I'm going to need the money. I know I should be saving for other things but I can't help myself! Those of you who know me well know my love for all things fashion. How could I resist?
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[23 Jan 2009|10:20am] |
 I want him inside of me please and thank you.
I'm trying to stay away from the last book of the series because I don't want it to be over:o( Instead I started Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close last night and am already half way through. It's soooo good. I'll most likely get the 4th book this weekend though and start it. I gotta know what happens! Then on to Mr. Untouchable.
I'm such a nerd.
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[21 Jan 2009|11:21am] |

Totally got mad love for Allie Crandell.
Actually all the girls on the city are fucking gorgeous. Except Olivia...she's just alright.
Yeah, I know I'm a total dork but I love that show.
California was sooooo much fun. I am really reluctant to be back at work right now. I miss Santa Barbara already. We went to Hollywood and did the walk and went to the wax museum, guiness book of world records museum and the ripleys believe it or not museum. I also did sooooooooo much shopping! Then we went to Santa Monica and walked the pier at night and ate at bubba gumps(so good).
I officially found heaven on earth. In L.A. there is this place called yogurt land. On the wall there are like 16 different flavors of soft serve frozen yogurt and you get a HUGE cup and you get to fill it up with whatever flavors you want. Then you go to the toppings bar which has the usual toppings plus fresh fruit (TONS of fresh fruit, sprinkles, chocolate syrup, strawberry syrup, reeses, etc.) Then they weigh the cup and you pay 30 cents an Ounce! So you get this huge cup of fat free frozen yogurt and a bunch of fresh fruit on top for like $2.50.
I'm glad to be home at the same time. I missed my kitties.:o)
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[06 Jan 2009|11:07pm] |
So now that I'm nice a drunk and about to spill my guts through my fingers...
I'm not as happy as I let myself feel here. I feel like I'm in a cave or a pit or some sort of time warp where nothing changes, and oddly enough I've become extremely fond of change. Don't get me wrong, I love being away from Round Rock and surrounding areas but I feel like a fucking robot. Doing the same thing every day, seeing the same people every day... it's just too monotonous for me. I love Cullen's parents for taking me in. I love being away from everyone in Round Rock/Austin area ( yes even my friends, no offense. I just feel like I've been there done that and I want to move on.
I got a drafting table, a sewing machine and two fashion design books for Christmas so I'm starting to dig my way out of here. It's going to take a few years to define my skills enough to get into the AI of Dallas, but it keeps me goin!
Hah I haven't ranted like this in a long long time. Gotta admit it feels pretty good.
Ain't this a bitch.
peace love and me! J
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| another one bites the dust! |
[06 Jan 2009|01:40pm] |
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Well, I haven't used this in some time aside from my recent post of Taylor Warren (who I am madly in love with)
Kara and I were going through all my old entries the other day and I felt compelled to start using this thing again. I'm leaving for Santa Barbara, California next Thursday for a nice little get away with the boy toy. I'm really excited. I haven't seen my friends there in years. We're going to take a trip down to LA and Venice Beach so Cullen can see everything I grew up around and, might I add, do a bit of shopping on Rodeo! Weeeeeeee.
That is all I really have to write about. My life is sorta boring at the moment. Next time something interesting happens I'll be sure to let you all know! Tata for now!
J
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| Taylor Warren |
[21 Dec 2008|09:49pm] |
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Is absolute LOVE!
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lovelovelove
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I got a lot of loot and I ain't lookin' for a lady
And you can never pay me I'm from Uptown baby
I wake up in the mornin' take a piss and wash my hands
Take a knee and thank the Man then get back to the money.





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| Painkillers and marijuana. |
[01 Sep 2006|11:50pm] |
Bare with me here.
Frame of Reference: An assumed stationary point. Because there is no known startionary point we need to set a boundry to base ourselves on.
This definition let's us know that nothing is what we see it as. The world is spinning, and moving around the sun which is the center of our universe which is rotating with and/or around other universes, therefor the simple task of walking a straight line in reference to an actual stationary point is a much more dificult task than how we view it. (Just an example) So if we can't even walk an actual straight line how are we supposed to know that everything else we have been taught isn't a lie? We don't know because nothing is and nothing is not.
Thank you.
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